It Must Be

You are the one in the music
The music that follows me around
The heart ache, the soul break
They speak of you
All the time
You’re playing the game
Because of you
Blaming me. Everything on me.
Your ghost
You’re a ghost that’s alive and follows me around
Through the radio, the tv, the newspapers
Every point of light and dark makes me think you’re still in me
Part of me
I’m kidding myself
‘Cause you’re gone
and won’t be back
You and they against my inner wall
Pointing in my direction
Everything apples
It was just you
It must just be you and me

Suns and Daughters

My Son
There will never be another you.
My Daughter
There will never be anyone as unique.

The time has passed to declare you a Man
Sometimes it takes a long while
And sometimes you aren’t given a choice.
To be a man at birth,
Or a woman among kin.

The sun rays glisten on Daughters and Sons
Who follow the rules and even bend them a little.

You were little ones once
I still feel little some days
but who’s to say who the real grown ups are.

I will love you both just for making an appearance in my life
I apologize if I change too much as the years get on
I’m sure the understanding is there.

Sunshine basks on the bodies of Daughter's and Son's.

We Laugh

A hard concept to grasp
When placed next to Tears
Tears make it easier to notice the whys
Laughs are harder to notice or explain
Though we do not know why
We just think its funny
Sooner or later
the Laughs become understandable
Sooner or later
you tolerate the Tears
Sooner or later
you are given a reason
As to why we feel the wide range of Emotions
Laughter or Giggles
May be construed as nervous or God given Healing
That you need to get through
The clenched fist fear and Tears
Tears that corrode a laughing face
Tears that dance and trickle down cheeks
Salty
Like drops of Ocean
Tears dry up and become a loose fitting Smirk
In Short Moments
Where fear no longer treads
A single laughing matter is what we hunt for in this Game
Where deception follows a hard lesson
Where cheating helps until you get slapped by Honesty
Where you still end up Laughing
and trying to explain
and foible up the ending.

Serendipity

Lifetime of Change.
Beginnings happen without Warning.
Death may just be a gift of a Fresh Start.
To Come into the Light.
Freedom from Darkness,
I am Redeemed.
The Lasting Impression of Worth,
Of Meaning.
I know the Gratitude of The Mortal Coil.
And I See that the Lifetime of Change has reconciled many a plagued soul
And brought me to you, for you.
It may not seem so for I seem knowledgable and strong.
That's your fault.
And you believe you are small and meek.
But in you I see Purity and Valour.

It feeds me to change further.

It feeds me to begin.

No More Lies

I lied about doing the dishes.
I lied about your shoelace being done up.
But
I did clean under the oven,
I did buy more condoms.
Even though I've had that Vasectomy.
You lied about your underwear.
You weren't wearing the same pair when you left this morning.
I think it was my fault.
There was a lot in me last night.
I wish I could meet your twin.
Not that she'd be the opposite.
Just that
She'd
Be a Cool person to know.
I know a lot of people that have told me that,
To you, I someone else
Someone cool
Someone without issues.
You have some quite neck breaking issues
But
I've a strong neck.
It's you
It's you completely
You drive me into the path of a tanker truck.
I'll avoid it to stay
With you
And so will she
Your twin
I need you both that much.

Haunted

I See You
Everywhere I Look
Your face and form are Unique
Yet I See You
Everywhere
Haunted by your Charm
Your mass appeal
Another indication that you still Hold my Heart
With clenched fists
You're in my head
I see every part of You
Haunted by your Smell
You're so inside me now
I need not your Real World form
Although I'd like to try again
Its enough to know you're Still Around
Its enough to know we breathe the same Air
Haunted by Memories so sweet
I remember Your touch
I pray you don't forget Mine.

An Element of Freedom ; An Element of Fear

New Ground Broken
Overwhelming wavelength of energetic thought.
Lost Love education passed with honours.
School and Train of Thought features all emotions.
Foreign elements of change and fear tranquilize the auric field.
Wide open for spirits to engage and tempt.
Nevermind the forethought,
Nevermind the hindsight.
Mention a misgiving and trust is broken.
Fear of territory unknown in the laws of love.
Mortal wound goes unseen.
Finding a spiritual salve for the hidden scars.
Scars deep in the chest.
Scars from the battle for love.
The prescription for the agony of love is kindness
through the simplicity of Openness.
Open is Waiting.
Trust in the belief that in Time, Open will come to you.
Hide nothing,
it isn't needed when you get there anyway.
Freedom confronts Fear.
More new ground broken.